BLACK&WHITE

-Friday, October 31, 2008 '

im in a frigging bad mood these few days. to selected people. dont ask me why. i'll tell you if i want to.

i dont see why i deserve all these shit and nonsense. what the hell did i do wrong huh? well i did try to be nice and what nots. but i guess things didn't work out eh. im so sorry, but i think im going to be mean already. maybe it'll work out huh. you're making my life so awful, if you didn't notice. i thought this would be the last thing i'll ever say, but, i cant wait to see you outta my life.

joshua's treat at cafe cartel ps just now. he owe me this meal. HAHAHA. i had carbonara and tiramisu coffee shake. damn nice i tell you. im not saying this cos i work at cafe cartel. its really nice. and im damn full. the only thing that i kinda like about the place is that, THEY HAVE A LOT OF PEOPLE ON GROUNDS. hehehe.

im kinda surprised that natalie and joshua can click so well when they come together for the first time. LOL. anw, thank you many many to natalie, rena, mandy, wangjun, shirley, zhenying for ideas to do the parachute thing. hehehe. thank you many many to our group too! allen edmund erning and siaw ying! :D our egg didn break! :D

thats one wordy entry. oknitesbyepeople.

10:28 PM;
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-Thursday, October 30, 2008 '

i miss crunchyroll. i think it misses me too. i haven visited it for such a long time, when i type "crun" in the explorer web bar, crunchyroll doesnt show up anymore. x( my vampire knight season 2 has already started one month ago. @.@

okay anw, ideas presentation today. when i present, then i thought that the footsteps like very extra. -.- and the tcher like very uninterested in my Lampo. =.=

alright thats all for now. because theres a lot going on this week, and if i blog everything, it'll be a bedtime story.

MOB CA1 tmr. @.@ egg egg egg egg egg.

5:41 PM;
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-Monday, October 27, 2008 '

zbrush hates me. and vice versa.

i need to sort out my priorities.

i need to tell someone how unhappy i am about that.

oknitesbye.

10:44 PM;
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-Friday, October 24, 2008 '

i dislike it. i dont like that too. oh yes, and that as well.

i bet one day, when i browse through my archives, i wont rmb a single thing that i mentioned above. HAH. unless i write it down somewhere, which im obviously, lazy to. HAHA.

i seriously dont like my phone. i love the theme (which i made myself), but the phone sucks in term of its battery life. it can last only 2 days. im dead serious. thats why you can expect me to reply your smses only at night sometimes (because im out in the afternoon when my phone died), or you can expect to hear something like "the M1 subscriber that you have called is currently unavailable. please try again later. goodbye!". -.- i'll prolly beg mama to get another phone for me, while this phone is still worth some dollars. HAHAHA. hopefully they'll agree. :D (which i think they wont. HAH.)

alright. im gng settle some class tee stuffs now. and then go sleep already. NITES! :D

11:22 PM;
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-Wednesday, October 22, 2008 '

i got an idea for IDEAS already! WOOOOO. a pretty lame idea though. HAH.

anw, im totally drained out this week. really really tired. i've asked a total of 17 people for replacement. and then Iris said "Np :)". i was kinda stunned. for a moment i though "Np" is a short form for "Nope". BUT ANW, I FOUND A REPLACEMENT. i promise i'll try to make it for duty next time! finding replacement is kinda hard. @.@

sorry but i'll be going straight home after work tmr. i got stuffs to do.

once bitten, twice shy. i dont know if what i have experienced can be described using that, but i really dont know if i can believe what you've said to me before. and so i kinda find it hard to believe somethings that people say now. its purely reflex.

thanks delphine. you made my day(night). :')

11:12 PM;
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Just for laughs. HEHEHE.

SOMEONE REPLACE ME THIS SATURDAY PLEASE! @.@

i need to reschedule what i have planned. sigh. and plan my schedule for next week. im gna chiong home tmr after work. i wanna finish my tutorial and etc.

and i have an idea for IDEAS. but it lacked practicality. natalie said i'll get zero for practicality, and i think so too. HAHA.

and lastly,

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY KOR!
Take good care of yourself yeah.
Many many misses. <3<3<3>

12:22 AM;
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-Monday, October 20, 2008 '

school today was kinda (EHEHEHE). replace the bracket with something suitable. :D

i think i was kinda noisy today. esp during stats. i believe something is wrong with me. sorry people. i'll rmb to wire myself up properly tmr. :D

I LOVE SERENA'S MACBOOK. ESP HER WEBCAM. damn fun i tell you. we (jenny, melissa, natalie, serena and me) were playing with it during stats, and we took many many photos. HOHOHO. go to natalie's blog to check some of them out yeah. :D

I HAVE PLENTY OF THINGS TO DO THIS WEEK. theres a presentation due next week, and theres a CA next week too. time. really. flies. i gotta find a replacement for duty this saturday quick! @.@

and i guess i will need to bring my planner to school everyday with me already. @.@

ALRIGHT. i'll do MOB tutorial while waiting for bestie's sms.

that beautiful mistake, thats fading away.

11:42 PM;
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I HAVEN BEEN BLOGGING AGAIN.

work yesterday was fun, yet disastrous. fun because i didn feel that alone yesterday, disastrous because i forgot to return this customer his credit card. YES I AM THAT BLUR. but he didn come back to get it by the time my shift ended. i hope he went to get it back last night. @.@

and then angie went to get her bag, AND ITS THE SAME AS MINE! HAHA. im not angry laaaaa. LOL. its alright to have the same bag as me. HOHO. :D

and then i went to meet hweeyee to do IDEAS. and in the end, i couldn't turn on my lappy, and so, we went to eat at long john. HAHA. then talked many many, and then went to mac to have MUDPIE. its EXTREMELY yummy okay. HAHA.

alright then i went home. thats all.

I GOTTA BRAINSTORM FOR IDEAS! @.@

11:25 AM;
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-Friday, October 17, 2008 '

i just realised its been more than a week since i last updated. hoho.

quite a lot of things happened last week, and this week. so much, that i dont remember all of them. but i do remember that i went out with bestie, hweeyee, and had a fun dinner last night. i'll update more next time eh.

today shall be the last day i ever shed anymore tears for you. i swear. the things that happened now and then were little signs that were telling me to give up. for whatever effing reason to why i hanged on, im letting it go. i still want to lead my life eh.

and thank you delphine bestie. you made my day. i just love you so frigging much. <3<3<3

5:27 PM;
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-Wednesday, October 08, 2008 '

heres my timetable. AND IM IN THE SAME SPOT CLASS AS HANLEY (one of hweeyee's friend). so qiao lo.

and i can only work on wednesday and thursday afternoons, for weekdays. cos mama dont allow me to work at night. x( oh yes, weekends too. i can only work morning till afternoon. x(

working tmr. and school is reopening soon. im actually kinda sad. boohoo.

9:19 PM;
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-Tuesday, October 07, 2008 '

You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

from melissa's blog. :D

anw, was busy these few days. and i kinda provided free labour to cafe cartel. cos im kinda slow in doing my things. so if i dont finish everything on time, i dont get paid extra. x( but at times, i may provide free labour because i have nothing to do during my 2 hour break. LOL.

and thank you hweeyee for entertaining me before i started work on sunday evening. sorry i didn reply you then. cos i thought i did when my phone didn. paiseh paiseh. THANK YOU MANY MANY! :D

school is reopening on next monday. but i kinda like my lifestyle now leh. wake up and then go work. LOL. and tmr cashier wont jam anymore! because we're having puddings for dessert! no more single scoop ice cream for set lunch desserts! and no more jamming of dessert orders! :D

and i realised that the guys in our class are awesome people.

OK. I GO SLEEP ALREADY. NITES! :D

11:16 PM;
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-Saturday, October 04, 2008 '

IM BACK.

was working and working. and i have blisters on my feet. toes actually. quite a few eh. not only one. x( quite a couple of things happened at work these few days as well. hmmmmm. but i wont say it out here. ask me personally if you wanna know. :D

working tmr. full day cashier. I HOPE I DONT SCREW UP. @.@

and heres my schedule for next week.
Monday - Cashier full day.
Tuesday - Cashier 12nn to 4pm
Wednesday - Cashier 12nn to 4pm
Thursday - Cashier 12nn to 4pm
Friday - Cashier 12nn to 4pm, Runner at night.
Sunday - (i forgot. LOL!)

AND I CHECKED OUT OUR 2ND SEM TIMETABLE ALREADY. i think i can work full day on every wednesday! :D HOPEFULLY OUR ITAB TCHER IS AS NICE AS TYH. :D

alright. gng bathe then go sleep already. toodles! :D

9:54 PM;
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-Thursday, October 02, 2008 '

tagged by melissa! :D

5 things i was doing 10 years ago
- schooling on the day after children's day. i think everyone felt kinda down. LOL.
- waiting for teletubbies to show on the tv.
- waiting for akazukin cha cha to show on the tv. HAHAHA.
- asking my mama for help with all the questions that i dont know how to do.
- making friends in primary one. LOL.

5 things on my to-do list today
- finish this entry and post it up.
- watch some dramas.
- get dressed to go work and then go work.
- go home and bathe.
- feed my hammies before i go to bed.

5 snacks i enjoy
- PANDAN CHIFFON CAKE!
- pearl milk tea. (i know its a drink, but i still love it. :D )
- OREO! (but i'll never eat it when im in a rush to go out. my teeth would look horrible cos i have to time to brush my teeth. LOL.)
- Prima Deli's Chocolate/Peanut Butter Waffle! (the one from jurong point! its crispy yeah. :D)
- HELLO PANDA! :D

5 things i would do if i were a billionaire
- give my family half of it.
- move to a bigger house. :D
- get a dog/chinchilla/guinea pig with the permission of my dad. HEHEHE. if can buy all 3, EVEN BETTER. :D
- Fund Child At Street 11 for all their activities, renovations, and so on. :D
- save up the rest, or use them for investments.

5 of my bad habits
- extremely indecisive.
- very prone to moodswings.
- lazy and will drag things on.
- seldom voices out objections.
- __________________________________________. (like hweeyee, i have something i cant say as well. hehehe.)

5 places i have lived/stayed a night in
- Juying Primary
- Fuhua Secondary
- Singapore Polytechnic
- Aloha Loyang
- Aloha Changi

5 things i will do after completing what im busy with
- organise my wallet, or actually, removing all the receipts inside. LOL.
- send the photos of F1 from my phone to the people.
- pack my table. its. messy. again. -.-
- meet up with DELPHINE. :D
- plan my schedule for next week. hehehe.

5 people to do the quiz
- Delphine
- KK
- neko mimi chan
- Shirley
- Mandy

alright. im gng watch my dramas! and lastly, Lady Luck is frowning on me. sigh.

2:06 PM;
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-Wednesday, October 01, 2008 '

im tired. Lol. and im kinda - . because quite a lot of things happened at work today. i hope i'll be able to cope with cashiering on a sunday. im kinda worried yeah.

theres too much i wanna say, but i wont say it here. im lazy to type them out anw, and i think the words would bore my precious readers. LOL. so, ask me if you're interested to know. :)

i seriously dont like it when people make themselves at home way too much when they are dining at cafe cartel. for instance, carrying a kid in the arms, and walking around in the restaurant. i was really very irritated, but i didn do anything. another example is that kids are playing catching in the restaurant, and the parents aren't doing anything. i tried to persuade the kids to stop playing, by telling them that its dangerous, but they only bothered to stop playing for a minute or so.

thats only part of what i experienced today. theres still many many more.

working tmr night. cashiering. i wanna finish everything up quickly, and do everything right this time.

and HAPPY CHILDRENS DAY EH. it just makes me feel even older.

on playback. again.

11:59 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.